I'm blogging at abt 10plus, almost 11am in the morning on sunday, 10th Dec 2006. ok.. last night work until midnight then reach home, so drag until today den blog.. gonna blog abt yesterday(sat) de thingy..

by right yesterday got k box de.. from 2pm to 7pm.. but heard quite many pple busy so the outing to k box was cancelled at the last minute yesterday morning.. haha.. im one of them who cant go too la.. got night shift work ma.. cant go too lor..

meet JM for lunch in the afternoon, we went to borrow some books in amk library.. i actually wanted to borrow those "chicken soup for the blah blah blah soul" de kind of books.. but cant find leh.. den in the end borrowed other books lor.. afterwhich we went j8 had our lunch, walk walk den went straight to work liao..

ok.. gonna talk a bit of my work.. today nigght shift, saturday still worx.. so sure will be damn busy at the outlet de.. tot i will be dead too.. but hey hey hey.. my roster was actually a dishwasher- helping the dish auntie to bring those washed dishes in and out of the kitchen can liao.. heex.. heard from my Sir that this chance not always have de.. caz nt enough dishwasher auntie ma.. so i be the auntie today.. heex.. good in the sense that being a dishwasher is not as tedious as serving the customers outside.. but bad in the sense that those dishes are really heavy.. and i met with some mishaps too.. haix..
ok.. work in the kitchen.. maybe dishwasher is not that tedious.. but its really scary.. i need to constantly passby the chefs' alley to place back their washed utensils.. the alley so narrow so cramp so diffifult to squeeze, plus there's always hot oven hot oil hot food hot water all over the place.. scare scare la.. plus the floor so slippery and i almost fall a few times liao.. my shoes no friction liao.. ok. plus one more thing.. all the chefs are tall tall and big big size de.. erm.. they cant see me so easily la.. so when i passby them and they did not see it.. they will just bang and hit into me.. so even im not scalded by hot oil, or fell down due to slippery floor.. i might even be just banged and knocked down.. ok ok.. joking joking.. aiya.. so better no dishwasher for me liao.. its a nightmare.. but those chefs quite farnie also de la.. they so childish also.. they used those dog-shaped potatoes and played dog racing on their cooking platform to see who can win -_-"

ok.. here comes the mishap.. when bringing the dishes out of the kitchen to put in cabinet.. dunnoe why.. about 10 side plates that im holding dropped onto the ground and abt 6 plates broken.. sianzzz.. plus that time in the evening-night time somemore... the outlet full house.. "bliang!".. so when those broken plates were heard, the noisy and lots of excitement de outlet had suddenly become silently dead.. wa.. whole outlet experienced a few seconds of dead silence.. ok so quiet.. so peaceful.. everyone trying to look where the sound came from... but guilty la.. den later i broke another tall ice cream glassware somemore.. sob... why i kept breaking things de... cant stand it.. so careless and crumsy.. thinking myself to be so useless.. making pple so troublesome.. ok.. den i remembered li yong told me this.. "you need to endure, understand?".. and cky said "you must have faith and believe in yourself.." ok.. their words sort of motivated me ba.. yeah.. i should be able to make it.. wait.. no.. i can make it de..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:40 AM