Parents-Teacher meeting today... zzz

my maths cher luv to see my parents so much la.. hmm.. actually meeting no use de lo.. i know wad she's going to say.. went there early but still waited quite long for my turn.. 45mins i think caz she one student also can say quite long..

before that think my chem cher also want see my parents de ba.. she was asking that time whether my parents coming a not.. since i was not informed of anything at that time so i said i dunno lor.. but she dun believe me la.. keep asking and asking the same qns... zzz.

finally she asked, "are your FATHER, MOTHER AND GRANDMOTHER coming to the meeting session anot???????"!! i really really dunno la. everyone was laughing as if its a joke.. zzz

mood was not on my side today.. hmm.. bad things always befall on me recently.. zz. and tat my two yrs plus de dear died in silence in the middle of night today.. sniff.. it goes thru thick and thin w me all these years la.. cant bear to leave.. :(

my dear:

my dear~
hmm.. waiting for my mum to come hm tonight.. waiting waiting~

im mentally tired :(

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:37 PM

whoo.. these few days weather so cold but niceee.. i luv it la.. esp can slp so soundly at night.. the next morning dun nid wake up.. can juz overslept and den the following day produce mc.. hmm.. going to school now has been a chore to me everyday.. *humph*
how i wish everyday weather can be like this.. feel as if im like living in Genting.. lala.. or in north or south pole.. imaging yrself playing w polar bears.. haahas.. Freezing la...

wet weather= no morning assmbly= can go sch late= can dun wake up so early.... :):):)

today pe played netball.. long time din go on court liao..
miss the days in secondary sch pe nia~
where we go thru so much blood and sweat together!!~

haix... today gt some bad news for me.. i have remedials! ahh!... okay la.. onli gt 2.. maths remedial took up my earliest day(which i can go hm very early la) but nw have to go hm abt 2 hrs ltr.. sianx.. argh.. then that gp remedial took up my pe lessons which i nid to do make up pe on other days= doing pe alone.. zzz argh.. lucky this pe is also in between my breaks or else its gonna eat up my earliest day also.. *humph* :(

hmm.. now den found out today is wednesday.. haix.. tot today thursday tmr would be friday liao... waiting waiting for weekend to arrive den i can stay at hm slp whole day~

tired :( waky waky.. time to go slp slp :)

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:25 PM

me n jm outside amk hub

omg!! minced meat noodles so tempting la.. but too bad i just had my mac b4 jm.. den cant eat liao.. i wan on diet nah.. i even teach jm how to eat the noodles la... like how to eat in a way that will make you feel like eating another bowl again.. hmm.. not bad right.. okay.. i seems like a professional teaching pple how to eat.. eh.. no..actually more like an idiot who knows nth abt it.. hahas.. LOL.. now i feel like eating mac liao :) so hungry la.. hmm.. keep eating mac for the past few days liao.. luv their fries! zzz..

this bowl of soup looks like pig's brain nah~

hahs.. ask jm to help me take my no.10's pic b4 going hm.. LOL

hmm.. recently did a summary of wad i wan to buy.. and omg.. so many la.. gt contact lens, clothes, shoes, blah blah blah.. so many many more la.. haix.. im always like that after a whole-day shopping.. sianx.. gonna find a way to stop my temptation.. zzz

random stuff:

State the difference between Elmo and Emo. (10 marks)

hmm.. i so guai.. no emo stuff for this entry.. LOL.. whack me if you see any..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:31 PM

-god gives us tears to use it onli for happy moments.. but we misuse it-

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:30 PM

i wish to be a better person
but i m not sure
where to start from
can anyone help me??..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:28 PM

sianz... yestd nt feeling very well.. woke up in a bad mood.. plus gastric. zzz eh think somewat like that ba.. wanted like skip sch.. okay.. im bad gal.. just wanted to play truancy for one day nah.. force myself go sch.. mood still as bad as b4.. den decide to use gastric as an excuse to get early leave.. okay la.. stomach nt feeling well also ma.. hmm.. leave sch at ard 10am??.. its not a very short day for me lo.. although lessons ended quite early.. like 1 plus.. but still gt wad nyaa tok at 6pm.. nah.. i not going to stay back or come back to sch man.. and heard that its nth like that can find in website de.. so heng din go back la!!!..

principals are witches, i mean the female principals.. they like so wicked like that.. i took the early leave form also took until so difficult.. they like ask why you gt gastric like that.. i say like oh din eat well these few days.. she like say why din eat well.. zzz. wah.. she nt easy to deal with man. she also say if she let me go eat how is it.. diun nid take early leave.. den also say that if everyone like you go take early leave den she has to issue early form to everyone liao.. zzz many of my frens also kana by her..zzz cant stand.. hate this sch!

reach hm quite early.. but im stoning for the whole aftern la.. still no mood do anything.. den go slp.. kkies.. mood better.. but it doesn't solve the prob anyway.. tok with her thru the phone after that :)

that sunday went elliceee's church.. after that celebrate her belated bd..


me ellicee novie jm..



ellicee's bd cake.. the one wafer stick w straw berry stands for 10yrs.. the rest w/o is one year.. creative wor..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:47 PM

sry..
i din mean it, really..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:27 PM

muhahas.. love this video since long long ago liao.. think since last year ba.. finally put it here in my blog.. this is a sad love story of a man donating his eyes to his love whom became blind after a bottle of chemical solution spilled onto her face.. this video might be long long ago le.. but its as touching as b4 ya.. Enjoy the movie k! hahahs. lalala

kiss-Because i'm a girl


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:12 PM

yesterday went to watch harry show.. er.. show was quite okay.. but ending a bit disapoointing leh..hehex.. im anticipating sth to happen between ron, harry and harmanie(eh. dunno how to spell) de.. but onli first part harry's first kissss..
hahas.. b4 going for harry show meet up with novie early for shopping!!! Her addiction lor... lolx.. but at least this time i go shopping i haven gone in vain.. caz i learn lots of things (i din bought anything though).. hehex... from novie of course!! some things wan to buy but have to save up money first to buy next time... zzz. got shoes, clothes blah blah blah.. think im gonna be a crazy shopper sooner or later..
and hey.. think my shoulder quite strong man or maybe im just wearing a thick jacket that time.. hehex.. gt a auntie walk pass me.. we actually dunno we are walking pass each other de.. den our shoulder just knocked onto each other.. bang!! den this auntie was ouching like erm.. dunno how to say.. den i like no feeling like that.. onli gt the feelig like gt hit hit like that.. haix so guilty.. sry sry auntie..
after that the most exciting part comes.. was tricking everyone that i forgot to bring tickets.. novie knows it man caz i told her earlier i wan to play plank liao.. zzz... think everyone feel like slapping me le.. the gals den like started bullying me outside foodcourt.. hehex.. okay people say kids should not tell lies de yeah.. muhaha
hmm.. when i reached hm.. i notice this blue black on my leg.. argh.. think its that soccer ball which hit me during my pe lesson that day.. sianz.. disfigured leg..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 12:45 PM

last night,
my anticipation has turned into tears of sorrows
as i couldn't find you.
Where have you been
when im down and needed you most,
wanted you by my side.
my waiting, searching, yearning...
everywhere, everytime
seems eternity...
but you din appear for me
despite my cries
Where have you been....

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:14 PM

你变得像他一样沉默
偶尔也像他一样活泼
连笑声也都一样
我怎么忘
也忘不过一秒
我想要爱
却看到他离开的刹那

你将爱情带走
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装
心才不隐隐作痛

你说分手后
你(我)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
还在争夺

我懂你不想承诺
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我

远远看你勇敢在心头
靠近一点却又太懦弱
不拆穿你的困惑
爱不了我(你)
至少不要难过
任何结果
我会点头
只要你快乐

你将爱情带走
留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲
我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装
心才不隐隐作痛

你说分手后
我(你)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我)
我(你)还在争夺

我不想给你承诺
却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我
无数次的复活
我只要你爱我

Lin Yu Zhong, Jin Sha- <<复活 >>

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:34 PM

these few days feeling so restless and lazy.. dun feel like doing anything.. today need run 4 rounds round the track.. but i cant even survive through 2 rounds.. a sudden pain.. even naqee have to pei me run.. and we are so far way behind the rest.. haix.. wats happening in me.. thats not myself man!... feeling feverish all over and a little giddy.. think im sick.. argh.. zzz..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:11 PM

is today an auspicious day?? hmm... since morning.. i have seen two couples are in the joy of the process of marriage.. this morning go breakfast den passby a block.. from the ground floor can hear the noise.. muahha den saw the groom and his best man and guys standing outside the bride hse pleading the bride maid to go into the hse.. den heard the noise of appaluse.. hmm.. think they manage to go into the hse le ba.. hehex.. i even saw the groom and bride's car.. in front got 2 teddy bear.. so cute man!
den after that in the afternoon.. i was shocked by loud honk of vehicles below my hse.. i tot it was traffic jam.. but quite impossible leh.. den i so kpo that i went out to see see.. den found that omg!!.. many big vehicles.. got trucks, big lorries, vans, etc.. forming a long single file... it strectches for abt 2 to 3 blocks.. then they kept playing with their honks.. they even made up songs too.. still got police alarm de.. very noisy la.. den the whole block de resident like also rush out to see wad happened.. hahas. i at first tot is wad advertisement to promote the environment day or wad...zzz den found out tt from the head of every vehicles got strips of blue and silver shiny thingy.. oh oh. MALAY marriage!! after which gt one whole grp of pple playing malay drums.. everything so grand and surprising la.. they are so fortunate.. if me i damn gan dong liao..
muahha wish all couples happiness and have a blisssful life ahead!!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:52 PM

hahas.. was actually in a damn moody mood de.. school happened a lot of unhappy things today.. results was really really poor.. got all U grades except a D for my geo.. actually expected de... so quite okay la.. muhaha.. i even got last in my gp.. and the only U grade student in class..zzz
wahaha.. mood turn better when ah li and th began their entertaining show.. muhaha.. cant stand it sia.. so farnie de both them.. anyway need thks them ya! hehex..
last night sleep for onli two hours.. okay la.. gt slp better than dun have... rushing my hw..zzz cant finish.. no wonder today in sch so tired.. think now i gt darker panda rings le.. zzz. waky waky.. better go slp liao..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1:10 AM

那时我们天天在一起 太幸福到不需要距离 很贪心 要全世界注意 只是太年轻 快乐和伤心 都像在演戏 一碰就惊天动地 今天 看你 昨天的你去了哪里 那年夏天我和你躲在 这一大片宁静的海 直到后来我们都还在 对整个世界充满期待 今年冬天你已经不在 我的心空出了一块 很高兴遇见你 让我终究明白 回忆 你真是精彩 那时我们天天在一起 太幸福到不需要距离 很贪心 要全世界注意 只是太年轻 快乐和伤心 都像在演戏 一碰就惊天动地 今天 看你 昨天的你去了哪里 那年夏天我和你躲在 这一大片宁静的海 直到后来我们都还在 对整个世界充满期待 今年冬天你已经不在 我的心空出了一块 很高兴遇见你 让我终究明白 回忆 你真是精彩 还记得一起努力 还有那些 一言为定 现在我就当过去是种学习 虽然好不容易 那年夏天我和你躲在 这一大片宁静的海 直到后来我们都还在 对这个世界充满期待 今年冬天你已经不在 我的心空出了一块 很高兴遇见你 让我终究明白 回忆 你真是精彩 BYE BYE NEVER SAY GOODBYE 未来 我期待未来

<<那年夏天 宁静的海>>Cyndi Wang

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:48 PM

argh!!!!! i suddenly feel im so dumb stupid stubborn useless and everything !!.. no.. i dun think its a sudden.. i think im one all along!!!!.. i shouldn't have done things that i should not have been doing.. so dumb so stupid so stubborn!!!!.. sianx.. im such a nuisance.. i shouldn't have poke myself into other's pple business!! serves me right.. argh..... kahmu li novie i hope you all are by my sides, scolding me abt my faults... zzzz.. i cant stand myself le.. wad am i doing??!! im a useless sheep.. sob..

-YaNg-

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:27 PM

You,
beautified my life,
made me understand
the true meaning of love.
The experiences of the gift of
love and care;
warmth & happiness;
sorrows & hardships;
laughter & joy;
"silver butterfly";
and...
the tedious journey you have accompanied me throughout.
Maybe you have forgotten
but i won't forget those years with you around..
you will always be in my mind..

-YaNg-

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:33 PM

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人
是不是同一个
真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

杨丞琳- <<暧昧>>

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 10:01 PM